The past three years

I'm tired, but I still could not bear to leave.

I wish I could have been a small woman tired when he let me lean against them when wronged, he can hug me, but their hard earned three feelings they got from the wronged tears, and he does not understand.

The past three years, he has been in frequent replacement work, not only had no savings, even foreign debt owed​​.

When my birthday, he did not even have a decent gift, I often console myself, in fact, his heart is hard; When I like a piece of clothing, he always tells me later will certainly buy it for me However, when the mall summer has been put on the winter, I did not wear your favorite skirt.

Even his previous commitment to N times have not been honored, and I will still choose to believe his N +1, because I believe in love, believe he has been.

However, I was a girl, from the surface it looks like I'm strong, but I also worry about, will be afraid countless times with tears water will wake up from a dream. I was a girl, belonging to the girl's vanity, I like the skirt can buy my own, but if he gave it to me, will have a special meaning. But he did not understand ...

I admit that sometimes his bad temper, in fact, really just because of their own too much pressure, too insecure only. I also thought about breaking up, but after all, we love each other, I was reluctant to break away from this feeling like losing a part of life, and does not know when to forget this pain. In this way, I have been struggling in contradiction, in fact, you know? I did not ask you a short time to change greatly, even let me see you in the effort, I will have the courage and strength to stick with it, but the long wait but a second harsh reality. I do not know how long it can hold on, and sometimes I feel should collapse. If you love me, and strive to please? I saw a little bit of hope!