First Love

Last year, I secretly without the knowledge of the moon sister (mother mischievous, called) love.

At first I ever thought and he will be always such feelings Rearranging, although he was a good boy, he really will laugh, laugh really charming, very bright. But I was stubborn in accordance with their own concept of choosing a mate he fiercely excluded. Other not only because his head happens dwarf me so little.

I remember that time by the end of August, I ended fulfilling summer part-time work, in order to avoid unnecessary little sad we separated, quietly packed up and ready the next day to return home. But on that evening, he hurried ran to my dorm door, bang bang bang rapid knock and opened the door, tightly holding my hand and burst into tears, he passionately devoted to my narrative. I consternation looked like a child crying out of breath before the big boys, tears gently. Stream became a tortuous Creek. I nodded silently, and so began a period of young love in tears.

He is the typical Southern child, Xipinenrou,, Chunhongchibai. Did not talk much, love to laugh, and laugh will expose the whole row of clean teeth. Wearing a small black-rimmed glasses, quite some bookish a look just Naiyouxiaosheng. The but this Naiyouxiaosheng often do some very funny things.

I remember the first time I saw him rub spectacle lenses, my queen-mouth surprise almost out of his chin, he took off his glasses Sisiwenwen gentle uh small breath, and then suddenly slipping the clothing or deposited in the lens back and forth seriously really Moca up awkward looking at that kind of serious action comedy series, I wished he could go to smoke his two, what to focus on? Another time, he came to visit my friends ridicule: "Your boyfriend is really delicate Oh, graceful faction absolutely graceful faction." My heart is to understand this sentence, although sometimes I also feel he should point the masculinity of the northern man, but it does not matter whether the inner feminine beauty sojourn men handsome appearance, there is a special meaning. I looked up and smiled and said: "You're more than used to seeing the northern man uninhibited rough it?" He listened headlong irrelevant muttering to whisper: "We are the north and south combined effect we surprised a moment, Puchi is heard Xiaofan audience, he rose blushing innocent look at me, and look at all bitterly planted the first fiddled with meals.

In all fairness, when we fall in love for a while, and my feelings for him, or so one thing, neither hot nor cold, not too got the idea, because he was not so I suddenly can resolve the sight of a Love it. He always perceived carried away unhappy, complain that I do not seriously wronged, I shook my head in a good mood, and my heart lamented: really ah! Say Southern boy is very stingy, this stature really long ability, to experience. "Love is a sustained long action, you should give each other plenty of time to learn," I steal music seriously, he said so. He did not speak, but he gave me meticulous care and tolerance.

After the pitch between the time of divergence rush away, we had lots of happy, sad and happy, disappointed, bits and pieces of the big and small. From these subtle sadness, friction, I slowly learned about him, including his family, his communication, his man, all aspects of his good and bad, true and cut. I feel more and more that he has much I appreciate the worth to love the advantages. My favorite is his steady, stable and realistic; his self-confidence, ulnar degrees; his honesty, not imaginary, not hide it, his filial love mother cherish parent. These advantages are more or less affect me, I infection. But he also has shortcomings, I have a headache that is crying. Often we are a big change roles of men and women, I like a big man like comfort his tears little ridiculous but also gas "little woman" he had wrong, a few tears, such a farce of the whole into I is not. I always feel that he is deliberately bully me to come with, because outside his circle of friends, his work, the performance, so calm and collected. Cool attitude of life, bright smile.

He was also severely criticized the bad habits I wasted meal awkward posture, walking hunched over, no concept of time impolite qiaoerlangtui indecent. Patiently over and over again, correct me time and time again. Although my total dissatisfaction with his "teachings", but also slowly in his "tune" the rules up. Know how to appreciate and learn to love. Although sad cried on the way, but also a brilliant smile, we get along very true, very happy.

Soon afterwards, we broke up. No fights, no uttered, just holding the phone with each other and wept bitter. After the recollections, I slowly understand, young love, regardless of how much difference crazy over favorite too, they are actually not escape the fate of failure. That once care once accompanied a tree has opened gorgeous beautiful memories will instantly vanish, no longer exists. No matter how much love hope abundance graceful, turned around, say goodbye, no amount of blessing, is no match for a cavity now secular Mei desolate. I stand shuttle quiet crowd, silently watching the boys and girls who were with my general age ourselves with the smile of happiness at the moment, they can also stay? Then gently smiling silently clasped his hands, devout pray with in Yan Liang the world state, in the face of separation, hope they will not be with me, like so sad.