Silence

Royo's silence, I feel that the hearts of the accumulation of emotions in upwelling slowly tears suddenly welled orbit, one a crystal tears streaming from my eyes.

Royo looked at me, raising his hand to gently wipe my tears. I saw his heart from his wet eyes of my grief and love and affection.

Then afternoon golden sunlight through the trees to sew scattered Royo and my body. I heard'd better listen Tianyu the magnetic voice said to me: "Do not cry my beloved girl and I like you."

Sexual gratification is really the world a wonderful thing. From that day onwards, Royo often Clare came to me in the afternoon. Sometimes, the two of us sitting in the library one afternoon. Read books tired, Royo will write a note and handed sitting across from him reading me. It read: get tired, let your eyes rest, looked out the window and listen to the birds singing. Sometimes, I will when inspiration suddenly actions, written some poetic words to him: I ask the stars of heaven / which stars belong to me / I ask people who you / is not really love me / ...... / offer my love / will not be lost. Royo see on a piece of paper, write this to say to me: You can not resist your charming wind / can not bear to see tears in the rain / beautiful girl / You are the beloved of my life's regrets.

Sometimes we will be similar to the marsh to go fishing. Marsh on many kinds of Barred Plymouth Rock. The breeze blowing, aloe Swaying in the wind. We are fascinated by this beautiful rural scenery. Royo side by side and sit quietly in the flood side to see reed catkins dance, listen to the birds singing.

Happy days occasionally I would think Royo brow once shrouded in melancholy. Asked him, but he shook his head and did not say. I privately suspect that he might be back because we must demobilization Shandong, afraid of my future after graduation to stay in Xi'an, the two eventually broke up.

For this, I have long thought. I will graduate strive assigned to Shandong. No, I can also go through recruitment Shandong work. Just about these ideas, I have never talked to him.

In my junior year, Royo had been demobilized and assigned to Shandong, a military enterprise. More homework and I did not care for the letters from the beginning he gradually reduced. So I was busy working the hands of some of the things, only to find he nearly more than a month no letter.

I call to his unit, the unit always said he is not. I wonder. Really a mental torture of those days for me. I worried him what's going on, on the one hand, and anxious because of speculation that the reason he did not letters. Study hall at night on the way back to the dorm, looking at the dark clouds obscured the moon, the heart sink little by little. Finally, I became ill. Ill, I wrote a long letter. I told Royo letter I was sick. I said that if he does not love me, you do not control me. If you love me, do not let me worry about. I also said that he is the life I first fell in love with the man. Whether he is not true love, I cherish the time that we had together. If he fell in love with the other girls, but also plainly tell me, let me die on his heart ... the mind is chaos, so this letter is also written mess, and wrote the final, I Tears the dolphin drops in the stationery. I sent this letter to express. Royo reply to me as soon as possible after the receipt of the letter. In my heart, I do not believe Royo is a perfidious.